30.9.10

college life is so interesting. i'm currently sitting in my room with a boy sleeping in my roommates bed, listening to the violent femmes through headphones, eating chocolate chip cookies i stole from our cafeteria downstairs, and drinking milk that i think expired yesterday. i feel that this is just a glorified version of high school-yes, the kids that go here are a little smarter than 90% of the population of MHS, but it seems like no one wants to be here for school. ok, i don't want to do homework all the time and yes, i do procrastinate on my homework some (a lot) of the time, but i do want to be here. i want to make the most of the college tuition is being put in this fucking school. at least with the kids that i've met, all they seem to want to do is chill, get drunk and smoke, and have sex (apparently northeastern has the 4th highest sexually active campus in america. joy to the world) and i've traded in all the dumbass kids from high school to people in my classes that don't understand sarcasm, and thats what she said and 69 jokes. which is basically my life.
i'm making friends with people i never would be friends with in high school. i'm trying so hard to remain me, to not change according to how other people act. its so funny how even in college, people can be so judgemental