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well herro thur

i know it's been a while since i've been on, i left for a while to go use tumblr (and to try and have a social life) but i couldn't stay away since it IS summer and i have a teensie bit more free time.

i spent some time re-reading some old blog posts and some of the posts are quite amusing. not to toot my own horn. harhar.

so this isn't going to be super long, as i must jump in the shower, but i'm ussing this post mainly as a statement and promise to myself to use this more often. as easy as it is to throw away old journals, i find online blogs to be easier in general (the typing vs. writing helps too) its just...cathartic. and helps me organize my thoughts into not-so jumbled messes. anyways, pce h0m3$

so warm, so happy :) :) :)

it's so wonderful to be back home. i didn't think i'd say that, considering how much i actually do like college, but once i was back in my bed everything felt right.

i took some time to look back on previous posts and realized that i haven't really changed much (taste-wise) in the past year or so. videos that i posted months ago i still love; i still obsessively listen to music that i posted.

most of my viewpoints are the same also. yes, i've accepted a lot more about life than i previously had, but i still agree with everything i wrote and remember why i typed out my thoughts for the post at that moment. its kind of crazy how i'm still generally the same person--or maybe i'm not. who knows

the one thing that i regret the past couple months is how little attention i've given to music and photography. i'm so used to spending hours a week on itunes, shifting though the mass amounts of artists and albums. all i do now is bring my flash drive to other people's doors and take their music. and i am far from saying i'm a photographer (that's a little cliche anyways) but i do like taking pictures/figuring out how to use my camera. i think i've taken it out of its case 3 times since september. gurgurgur. i'm gonna have to start finding time to do this stuffz...and to call my mom back once and a while.

fml

set my alarm for 10:30 this morning, then every time it went off i changed it for half an hour later. it is now 1pm

the best way to get over something is to accept the pain. acknowledge its there, and completely understand where its from. embrace it. understand that nothing will ever be the same again. don't get hung up on it, because getting hung up means staying with the issue.

then, over time, you will start thinking about it less, and less, and less

and suddenly....

it'll just be a past memory, only brought upon on certain occasions and regarded with faint feelings

listening to christmas music. don'tgiveafuck if its socially acceptable or not

^^ can't wait to go here- 3 years can't come soon enough

so i've been kind of on an internet craze (2 posts within the same day, wooooooo)

i went on my tumblr, successfully creeped on facebook, and now i'm on here, all instead of doing my business project~

anyways, stuff thats new about my life:

-i've accepted that people call me a hipster here. yes, i wear beanies! i work at american apparel! i own gold oxfords! at least i don't excessively dye my hair or get multiple piercing/tattoos or listen to music that slowly turns my heart black

-i now answer to a variety of nicknames, including hollz and horry

-i can now survive on about 5 hours of sleep a night

-i am still in love with youtube videos such as THIS

-still have an intense girl crush on alexa chung

thats all. goodnight world :)

if i get sexiled one more time, i'm gonna...